Thursday, December 30, 2010

Game Time: First entry

This is how it works I'll write a piece and you comment on the story & your feelings about the people. Then you do one. It all about perception and how different it is depending on the person.

Rules:
You can't use names in the your writing.
It dosnt matter how long or short it is.
It MUST be something original. Nothing from other works!!!
It has to have a one word Title.


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Temptations
& To feel your touch
that would set me free
Tame this fire
Burning deep
To fall asleep in your srms
drift away beneath the stars
With you safe beside me your heart
pounding its tempting tune
& if it comes to be
I'm send away
In my heart andin mysoul
We'll drift away.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

The Writings Never Lie.

These are old. Tell me what you think

 Conquences of Love
I'm not surprised you hurt me again. Thats the main goal of our relationship right? See how many times I can bring her to knees? See how many tears will fall from her eyes for me? Last night I cried so hard my pillow was stained. I blamed myself for everything that fell apart. Its like eveything I touch breaks softly. Its the healing touch in reverse. I wont find peace like this. I blamed myself for your mistakes. Its my fault. You couldnt be trusted. You've proven that time & time again. When you look at her, your eyes will see mine. When you touch her, your heart will feel me. Just know never again will I fall for your unique abillity to bring me to my knees. To melt the walls I built so tight around my heart are a conquence of being addict to you. Its a habit I'm forced to break. Without me you'll know no peace. No strength. Only an internal lie of yourself. Its love's version of the Kiss of Death. You died the minute you let her in. I tried to save you. You pushed it away like I was tainted. Never again will I trust you.


& on that night she truely hated him.

She picked herself up off the floor
in her hands holding that over abused heart of hers
Vows never again & wipes away the tears
She gathers whats lefted of her pride
her self-worth & walks out the door.
He thinks he's the one who's kicked her out
but She's the one who's never coming back....

Once Upon A Time is for fairy tales

I promise myself one of these days I swear I'll be free.
I promise myself one of these days My smile will be legit.
One of these days I wont feel so alone.
I'll stop hiding everything I think.

One of these days you stop pretending we're over.
One of these days you'll realize its an tiresome fght.
One of these days you'll wake to discover I'm the one.
The Angel from you're nightmares.

One of these days you see
Our hearts beat closer together than you think.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Conversations & Confessions

(Author's note: Nothing you recognize is mine. It all belongs to SM I'm just running around in her world. Leave me feed back. )

They sat there staring out over the water. The waves were peaceful and the night air was cool and fresh. contentment thats what this was Gabby thought to herself. She sighed and cuddled closer to him....to her Jacob, and smiled as she felt him wrap his arms around her. They did this every thursday night. Sit on the beach and stare at the stars. It was peaceful. No one bugged them here. Tomorrow night would be different. They would go to Sam and Emily's to watch the game and then Jake would have to partol with the rest of them. She hated being apart from him even if it was just for an hour or two. She also hated being stuck with the girls. She had never really enjoyed the "girly" scene. Jake kissed the top of her head and she was back on the beach with him under their stars. She smiled.

"Thanks" she said staring up at him.
"Anytime" Jake replied with another kiss this time on her lips.

They sat in silence again. Gabby's mind wondered, playing her favorite memories back. Truth was this was the first time she had ever felt at home. It wasn't lost on her how completely weird it was that she would find home in someone's arms.....in his arms. Two different worlds completely and yet one wouldn't exist without the other.

"Did you ever think you would imprint on a leech?" she asked after a few more minutes. It was kind of funny if you had a twisted sense of humor.
"No. I didn't even thing it was possible for that to happen." he replied after taking a sip of his drink. He laughed a little "It scared the hell out of my dad when I told him, not to mention how confused we all were."
She smiled. "Paul totally couldn't wrap his head around the thought." she added.

Jake just smiled at her. "I love you."
Gabby smiled back "I love you too"
Jake smiled at Gabby and then looked back at the night sky over the water. Things have never been this peaceful for Jacob in such a long time. Thinking about it, he pulled her closer to him afraid any distance would change things. He was in love with her and he didn't even need an imprint to know that.

"When I was a kid I used to fun across the beach naked" she commented.
"Really?" he replied arching his eyebrow. "That sounds interesting" he smiled
She just laughed which made Jake smile.
"Tell me more" Jake asked, having his curiosity. So much he still didn't know about her.
"What do you want to know?"
"Everything"
"Okay. When I was 4 years old I almost gave Gabriel a heart attack because I decided I wanted to try Cliff-diving. Which normally....probably wouldn't have scared him but I jumped from the top where heand his friends jumped. When he finally pulled me from the water was ready to go again."
"Thats sounds like you"
"I know" she laughed. "After my mom died I was put in a orphanage because my uncle didn't want me and nobody knew where Emily and Gabriel where. So they sent a bunch of us to an orphanage in Chicago. I used to get beat up all the time because I still had family alive. Everybody thought I didn't belong. When I hit 14 I ran away with a guy named Max and a girl name Christy. They both found families along the way but I never did. I did meet with a woman who said she wanted to take me in but when we met in a diner.... it had been weeks since I was able to stay anywhere so I didn't have clean clothes or had a chance to wash myself and she said she couldn't handle someone like me and on her way out left 20 bucks to help out as she put it. "
"That's just wrong" Jake replied. "It wasn't your fault you didn't have a way to clean up. You were 14 FOR CRYING OUT LOUD" Jake yelled. He didn't know this woman but somehow he hated her for the way she had treated Gabby.
"It's okay. I mean if she had taken me in I might not have ever found Gabriel then we would have never found Emily which would mean I wouldn't be here with you" she spoke softly looking down at the ground. Jake put his hand under her chin and tilted her head up to look into her eyes.
"You never have to worry about any of that again I promise" he said leaning in to kiss her. The kiss started off sweet and soft but somewhere between all that passion took over and soon they were both out of breathe. He needed to feel her and she need to feel him. So they both let the fire burn and consume their bodies, while the moonlight pretend to be their candle. Like the story, Fire & Ice existed just like love and lust and there was a fine line between the two and for the night either of them cared. They just let passion sweep them away. like they had wings.

  

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Memories - The best things happen when you're around

(Author's note: I dont own anything you would recongize from Twilight. SM is the Lord & Master I'm just playing in her world)

Growing up was diffcult but always fun. Moving consently from one place to another. Never being able to settle and build a home. It wasn't as bad as it sounded though. Actually this was the way she prefered it. Sure sometimes she missed the familiarity, the idea of home but that was only sometimes. What most people would have thought of as misfortune, Gabby thought of as an adventure. She loved traveling seeing the world but she hated not knowing where she would be sleeping.... but sometimes even that was fun. Ending up in a small town like this wasnt something Gabby even pictured happening. Gabbriella and Gabriel had always stuck to bigger places, tourist attractions. Places that were always looking for people to hired, places is was easy to over-looked. They never stayed longer than a few months. First it was hard on Gabriel to be stuck in one place to long. The animal in him needed to roam as he had always told Gabby. Second being a vampire, Gabby only could be out so long before she would be stuck back inside again. It wasn't like she would die but it would be hard to explain why every time the light in her skin and shimmered and sparkled. Either of them had finished high school. Gabby shook her head, they were an interesting pair, a shape-shifting brother and sparkling version of a vampire sister who posessed many "talents" Gabriel like to call them. Life was crazy.

3 Years Later

"For the fifth time Jake would you move your ass. I don't wanna be late" Gabby called. God he takes longer than a female to get ready.
"One second I coming" Jake called back throwing things around his room. Where the hell is that damn box?


3 Years Earlier

Another dull boring day on the rez, Jake thought to himself. He was in the store looking for something to drink. Jacob and his friends were going to go hiking in the woods, maybe even do a little cliff- diving. They didnt really have a plan ready. He grabbed a couple of bottles of water then walked to the counter to pay for his things. Quil and Embry were waiting for him when he reach the counter. They had six bags of chips, three packs of gum, and four candy bars. "Will this be all for you boys" the cashier asked. The boys just nodded. Paul, Jared, and Sam came in then. All the boys looked at each other. Something was up. Jacob paid for the things they had gathered then walked out of the store threw the bag into the back seat of his rabbit and went to meet the boys who all had walk around back of the store.

"Why didn't you just give the signal?" Jared said the minute Jake caught up with him.
"I did. None of you replied accept Seth" Sam spoke.
"What's up" Quil asked
"Better yet what are we hunting?" Paul replied
"More like where?" Embry laugh.
Jake just waiting for the answer. Sam wouldn't have taken the trouble to find them all if it wasn't something big.
"I caught a sent of a vampire heading in from the south but there was another sent I didn't recongize with her." Sam told them all.
"Another Leech?" Paul asked
"No" Sam replied
"Something else" Jake whispered out loud.
The boys just stared. What else is out there. All the boys had already had their worlds turned upside up because of those flithly leeches that walked the Earth. What more would they have to protect their people from?
"Meet me tonight at the clearing in the woods near the cliff" Sam told everyone.
They all nodded in agreement. That gave the boys enough time to get home and tell their parents that it would be a late night. Well Quil & Jake anyways. Embry's parents didn't know about the fact their son was a werewolf. Embry didn't plan to tell them either. Jake jumped in the rabbit and headed off to his house. 20 minutes later Jacob stop in front of his house. He grabbed the bag of snacks he had bought from the store and went in to tell Billy what was up.
"I don't know how long I'll be tonight" Jake replied as he headed for the door.
"Ok. Be careful son" Billy asked.
Jacob headed into the forest behind his house, stripped his clothes off, tied them around his ankle and shifted.
The minute in wolf form he could hear his friends. The all started running towards the meeting grounds
"Any idea where we should start looking" -Embry
"Nope"-Paul
"We'll start where I first caught the scent of the blood-sucker"-Sam
They all ran full speed towards the spot Sam had caught the scent. Jacob, Quil, Embry, and Seth stayed quiet the whole run. Suddenly Jacob caught the scent stronger than before heading towards the beach. The wolfs tense at the smell and ready themselves for a fight. As they got closer something pulled at Jakes body and Soul. Whatever it was nobody else felt it. Jakes eyes fell on the Vampire's shadow as they neared.
"A girl no older than seventeen from her looks" -Embry
Jake just nodded. At that moment she turn and Jake and the vampire girl locked eyes.

3 Years Later

There it is Jake thought to himself. He put the small box in his pocket and headed towards the front door.
"Finally" Gabby sighed smiling teasingly. "I thought I was going to have to leave you behind on a leash" She laughed
Jake smiled "hahaha you're so fucking hilarious. Anyways ready?"
Gabby just stared "I've been standing here yelling for you to hurry and you dare ask me if I'm ready? You must wishing for death" She flashed her teeth. Jake laughed as he held the door open for her. As the drove to the bonfire Jake noticed Gabby was really quiet.

"Something wrong?" -Jake
"Huh? Oh no I'm fine" Gabby replied
"Then whats on your mind?" he asked
"I was just remembering that first night" she smiled at him
He smiled too. Both their lives changed that night. "Thats probably the best night of my last" he said.
"Second best in my book" she smiled.
Confused he asked "What's the first?"
"That night we ended up sleeping in this car" she said looking at the car.
"That was a good night but I think I liked the beach better." he smiled and with one hand on the wheel, pull her close to him, kissing the stop of her head as they continue to the cliff.